What to do......
As a firm believer in Christ, I know all of the "correct answers" when it comes to trials, problems, and other issues we face in life. Is life hard? Of course. Jesus said we would face many trials. Paul said we are overcomers, "broken but not crushed." Foxe's Book of Martyrs provides an entirely different perspective on suffering. These are answers, like I said. But when I have to watch my wife endure health issues over which she has absolutely no control, the line between knowledge and understanding gets a bit more fuzzy.
Example: I know God can heal her. I don't understand why He hasn't.
Tumors are presenting in other areas of Jeseca's body...her throat again, on the left side and under her thyroid. She says her life is no longer her own. I understand that to mean that it's the Lord's to do with what He wills. Right now we're at a crossroads. Our three options are:
Example: I know God can heal her. I don't understand why He hasn't.
Tumors are presenting in other areas of Jeseca's body...her throat again, on the left side and under her thyroid. She says her life is no longer her own. I understand that to mean that it's the Lord's to do with what He wills. Right now we're at a crossroads. Our three options are:
- Head to Santa Monica to meet with an oncologist who works with trial drugs funded by the drug manufacturers. (We've done this before with Erbitux and Alimta; neither worked.)
- Go to the Oasis of Hope in Mexico, or
- Forego any treatment and wait on the Lord to heal her.
It's hard to know what the next best step to take is. So with that, we're inching along on our knees, praying for guidance. But we continue to believe that God will come through for her. For us. JG
Labels: Jeseca's Fight Against Cancer

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